Writing Projects: Late April Update

FoldersI intend to keep people updated on the status of my projects, though it might not be as regular as my writing goals posts that I post at the beginning of each month.

Capital Comes Dripping – the short story collection

I continue to work steadily on the pieces for this project and it’s at the forefront of my mind more than the other projects. As per my goals at the beginning of the month, I’ve finished Chapter Three of All Fascists are Zombies! – as well as submitting Evicted and My Boss Sucks out yesterday and today.

I’ve also begun work on the rewrite of An Abused Mind according the research I’ve done on homophobia and gay hate crimes. The story is so radically different that it could be considered a first draft.

Barbarism – the novel

I still haven’t touched this but last week another writer/editor asked about dystopian fiction from emerging writers and after some discussion, he wanted to read my first draft. It’s a 53,000 word first draft, which is unfinished and a NaNoWriMo first draft at that so it’s a bit of a gamble but perhaps someone reading it might spur me on to finish it.

The Red Pen – the zine

The Red Pen zine is my new project that I announced last week. My aim was to announce it and get discussion between contributors going which I can say has been a success. Now it’s time to get people moving on their pieces, as well as a piece of my own.

Sanity Juxtaposed – the unpublished collection

After some discussion here on this blog, I’ve decided to take the earlier work, my first short stories and poems, and section off that section of the collection into an ‘earlier work’ section with a little introduction.

Other than that, I’ve done nothing. I need to find a nice chunk of time to go through this blog and the old blog and pick out some pieces to include.

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There might be some overlap between this post and when I report on April’s writing goals at the start of the month, but thinking about these updates and going through each project is really helping to focus.

Another thing I think I need to do is prioritise projects and work out which ones deserve more attention.

Writing: What Projects Am I Working On?

FoldersI’ve been sick the past couple of days, wasting time at home, and when I’m at home I tend to do less blogging, which is weird. Anyway, yesterday, in my boredom I managed to get moving on my novella again, All Fascists are Zombies!

I was partly inspired by Jeff Sparrow’s blog post comparing writing to work. Beginning to write again after a break hurts, especially those first few paragraphs, but I think I’ve pushed through it now.

So, thought it might be useful for myself (and maybe you too) if I updated everyone on the status of my projects.

Barbarism – The 2009 NaNoWriMo novel

I haven’t touched this since the first few days of December. It’s worrying that I’ve forgotten it. Coming back to it will become harder and harder the more I leave it. But I need to push myself to get some words down for it.

Sanity Juxtaposed – The Collection of Unpublished work from 2004 to 2009

A few weeks ago perhaps, I found someone to do my cover art for this minor project and after seeing the WIP of that last week, I feel like I need to give it more attention and upgrade it to a major project. I’m keeping details of this under-wraps because it’s just too exciting ;)

I’m thinking of SJ like a band’s demo tape or EP and plan to sell it that way. The pieces being in chronological order will hopefully give the reader some impression of my progress as a writer over the years and a taste of my style. Hopefully the first few pieces aren’t sabotaging people’s willingness to give me a go though.

I have all the pieces from 2004 to 2008 but need to gather the 2009 pieces, mostly flash fiction but there’s a decision to be made about what’s going in this, and what good political stuff to keep for my other project, Capital Comes Dripping.

Capital Comes Dripping – The Collection of Marxist Horror

I think this is the project with the most attention at the moment, leaving me able to work on simultaneous parts of it, be it my novella or various short stories.

I’ve also thinking about adding some pages to this blog’s sidebar about ‘Marxist horror’ and what I mean by it in order to conceptualise what I want out of it.

  • All Fascists are Zombies! – the novella – Like I said before, I’ve begun working on AFAZ again and am in the middle of writing a second draft, this time with a nice outline using Scrivener. I’ve become a real fan of rewrites, honing the plot and characters with each draft.
  • My Boss Sucks – short story – I’ve been through so many edits of this. I think it’s time for another rewrite in light of learning more about the main character. I’m struggling to find a market for this piece though that might publish it before it’s added to the collection.
  • The Homophobe – a poem – I’ve submitted this out again after making some changes that really improved the flow. I’ve gotten some promising feedback and the results mean I’ll probably work on some more poetry for the collection too.
  • Evicted – flash fiction piece – I think this needs to be edited and submitted soon in order to get a feeling of what I need to do with it even if it gets rejected.
  • Other short stories – I’ve got a few other shorts and flash pieces in various stages, needing edits, complete rewrites or redrafts. The main ones being one about homophobia and another set in an abattoir, which both are niggling in my head every so often.

I think Capital Comes Dripping is going to be an ongoing project overtime and I plan to submit the various pieces as they’re written in order to give them some miles so to speak. And this will certainly be the main project throughout 2010.

I’ve got a lot on and I think it’s going to be very easy to forget about things so might make these ‘project updates’ semi-regular.

How do you juggle and organise your writing projects? Do you find this kind of update interesting or useful?

Best of 2009: Benjamin, the Writer

I think 2009 has been a big year for me in terms of my progress as a writer, in terms of putting myself out there and becoming known, as well as improving in the actual writing process.

I’ve summarised some areas of progress or highlights for the year.

Festivals, events and the real world writing community

I’ve discovered this year a friendly literary scene in Melbourne around events and festivals. Previously, the contact I had with other writers was mostly online but after attending the Emerging Writers’ Festival, my second Melbourne Writers Festival and some launches, I’ve met some cool people a few times and this has given me a boost.

Novella, All Fascists are Zombies!

Whilst not writing a whole lot at the start of the year, this novella length zombie story with themes of racism and fascism was probably my main project. Whilst longer than a short story, it was shorter than a novel and allowed me to work on something that seemed achievable.

At that point, finishing the first draft was finishing the longest complete draft ever not counting unfinished novels. I’m still working on a new draft.

Blogging and Twitter

Whilst I will publish a post wrapping up 2009 in blogging, I thought I’d mention a bit about it in relation to writing. Alongside meeting some Melbourne writers in the real world, I connected with them via our blogs and on Twitter.

Some of my posts relating to writing and the publishing industry were shared and read amongst writers and publisher types in the city. I’m pretty chuffed with that.

Writer’s group, zine and launch

My first writers group, zine, launch and reading all in one.

The writer’s group was a really valuable experience this year, pushing me to refine my best piece to date, mixing with more writers in real life and gaining some valuable feedback.

The zine experience was totally new and now I’m really curious to explore it further. Producing a zine and launching it was exciting and giving a reading really made me feel like a bona fide writer.

Capital Comes Dripping and short fiction

Aside from work on the novella, short fiction was a major focus this year, working toward completing some pieces that were much more achievable than a novel.

Editing, drafting, submitting and switching between multiple pieces can make it hard to maintain an overall focus. So, around August, when the writer’s group got together, I decided to make a project out of it all and work on the shorts together in a collection, Capital Comes Dripping, a collection of Marxist horror, with the title coming from the famous Marx quote, “Capital comes dripping from head to foot, from every pore, with blood and dirt.”

My focus and motivation improved as a result, before being derailed by NaNoWriMo.

The Reader

I don’t know why, but being interviewed by Lisa Dempster for an article in The Reader and going to the launch is one of the highlights of my year. Perhaps it’s a weird ego thing where I get a rush out of getting my name somewhere.

I guess this goes under events and real life community stuff, but it stands out.

Barbarism and NaNoWriMo

I guess this should really be my number one highlight of the year in regards to writing, and perhaps in all areas. I fucking wrote 50,000 words in a month; half of a novel’s first draft and a massive boost to my confidence.

I showed myself that I can make the time to write if I push myself, that a story can be semi-coherent and it doesn’t matter because I can redraft.

Truths I learnt:

  1. Need to keep reading to keep inspired to write
  2. Redrafting and rewriting is a lot of fun and use it heaps.
  3. There’s a world of real live writers in Melbourne

NaNoWriMo: Day 30

Word Count: 53,314

Today is the last day of NaNoWriMo and I’m (unfortunately) far more relaxed than other writers seem to be, having finished the challenge 9 days ago. I think I envy the communal rush to the finish line and am missing my surprising motivation to write thousands of words each day.

The fear I had, that motivation would drop once I passed the 50,000 word mark, has become a reality. I have only written just over 3,000 words since last Saturday and am finding it hard to make time to write.

I’d like to put it down to external factors, like worries in other parts of my life, but I know if I hadn’t hit the target, I would’ve been able to ignore these things.

I really need to push myself to finish the story. The whole thing. I want to finish a novel so badly and this is my best chance yet.

Scott Westerfeld’s blog post was really inspiring this morning and reiterated this need to finish things. I have a lot of unfinished projects at the moment and can’t just go back to another project now that the month is drawing to a close.

Has anyone finished the 50,000 words but still writing? How do you motivate yourself to finish the whole story?

NaNoWriMo: Day 21 (I Freaking Won!)

Word count: 50,012

Chapters Written: 30

Money raised for Equal Writes (so far): $525

Story to go: a lot!

At 10:45 (or thereabouts) I passed the 50,000 word mark in my National Novel Writing Month novel, Barbarism. I ended Chapter 30 heading into a pretty major plot twist that my characters led me toward and I didn’t even expect.

It’s been a struggle the last few days with my characters leading the way and leading the story to do logical things, but lead toward dead ends and difficult ways out. So moving on from those events have been hard, but I’ve done it.

I’ve also struggled a lot with the character development scenes and the parts where the characters grow closer and get to know each other. Whereas conversation with conflict (i.e. arguments, usually political ones) work fine.

But things seem pretty good at the moment, after concurring some of those difficult scenes. There is still a lot of story to go, and thankfully there isn’t that urge to stop just because I’ve reached a word count target.

I got a buzz from finishing. It’s easily the longest thing I’ve written, it’s a huge goal. This being my sixth attempt and first victory, I felt like it was just something I couldn’t do, but I have. I’m going to let myself gloat, have bragging rights, feel like I did something special.

I danced and high-fived and am drinking a gin and ginger ale to celebrate with choc-coated coffee beans* beside me to munch on too.

There was cheers on Facebook, Twitter, the NaNo-chatroom and in my house. It was good. I had people cheering me on.

But the buzz of finishing the whole first draft will be bigger. Maybe I’m a buzz junkie because it’s pushing me on.

*the coffee beans were a very kind donation from Jodi Cleghorn for every 10,000 words I wrote. Thank you!

NaNoWriMo: Day 17

Words written: 40,765
Words to go: 9,235
Projected finish date: November 19, 2009
Rank in Melbourne region: 15

It seems asthma medication and an energy drink at about 8pm makes for a rough night’s sleep, or lack of. I’m sitting at my desk, bleary eyed, really sensitive to sound and think the extra people in the office might make it hard to write today.

But the good news is that I passed the 40,000 word mark last night and can see the finish in sight with my remaining words in the 4 digits. According to the fancy spreadsheet I downloaded to track my progress, I should be finished on the 19th, if I keep writing at my current pace.

This is all still pretty surprising to me.

I seem to have pulled out of my slump, and feeling better about the story despite it still being hard to find time to write. Though becoming addicted to Scrabble on Facebook hasn’t helped either!

It will definitely be longer than 50,000 words so the challenge will be to keep writing once I pass 50,000 but perhaps writing so much will help to maintain a habit.

I’ve got some busy days ahead but basically a free weekend to write so I should be finished my Monday next week, unless I’m kept awake by asthma medication and end up playing 100 games of Scrabble with other insomniacs. ;)

NaNoWriMo: Day 10

Word count: 27,282

Most productive day: 4,515 on Sunday, Day 8.

Rewards: Two bags of choc-coated coffee beans from Jodi Cleghorn for the two 10,000 word milestones; 1 bottle of Gin from Margo for reaching 25,000 words; 1 Slurpee from me for hitting today’s quota of 1,667 words.

Lyric that keeps playing in my head and is inspiring the novel: “These machines feed on the tears of broken lives and dying dreams/We’re throwing wrenches in the gears/Our lives will not be lived in vain,” ‘Tip the Scales,’ Rise Against.

The slurpee is feeling so good sliding down my throat at the moment. The heat coupled with an expected mid-way slump is not what I needed and especially not together. These past two days have been the hardest, which is pretty good considering I’ve reached my quota both days.

But I am impressing myself with my progress and Rise Against seems to dominate my headphones at the moment as I write through the riot scenes. The write-ins have been awesome and I really recommend them as a way of getting a serious amount of words down. They’ve helped me to get ahead even further.

The other thing that I only just realised in the last couple of days, is that I’ve barely been reading blogs, I’ve fallen behind on Twitter an my procrastination has dropped off on the Internet most days without me barely trying. So apologies to all those blogs I usually stop by at. I promise I’ll get back to you in December.

I’m past Day 16′s quota and it’s only Day 10. It really is surprising me that I’m so ahead but it is pushing me further and further. Trying to keep ahead really is more motivating than in previous years where I’ve fallen behind and been stuck trying to catch up.

NaNoWriMo: Day 4

Word Count: 11,147

Caffeinated Energy Drink: 500ml

The first serious work day today was meant to be a real test to see if I could get away with writing, even a bit just to maintain the momentum. I passed the daily target easily by this afternoon.

This was in no small part, due to 500ml of Energy Drink this morning.

I’m finding that the mood of the various scenes is changing rapidly, from black, humorous, surreal, exaggerated and insane back to serious and realistic in the next chapter. I’m sticking with it. I’m like it. I more like the surreal, dark and outright insane chapters though.

I’m off to drinks in the city with the Melbourne chapter after work to gloat as I’m ranked pretty well amongst them all.

NaNoWriMo: Day 3

Word Count: 9,202

Money Raised for Equal Writes if I finish 50,000: $525

Line of the day: “He had always said, looking out from the 110th floor, that all the workers looked like ants, and they looked like ants now. But he would be coming to meet them, come crashing down to earth with a sickening, bone crunching splat.”

Song of the day: End of the World – Carpathian

I feel slightly guilty for not blogging lately, especially after 3 days into National Novel Writing Month. But for good reasons, my mind has been elsewhere.

Jodi Cleghorn has been posting some excellent daily updates. I’m quite jealous of her ability but am pretty determined that if I have time for blogging, I’m reminding myself that I have time for more novel-writing.

They key for me has my need to get out of the blocks fast and early to get a good lead and build up a momentum. On each of the first three days, I’ve written more than 1,000 words over my daily goal. I feel this urge to press ahead and not slow down. I don’t want to lose the momentum.

Having my laptop with me at work and everywhere has been great. I’ve managed to pull my laptop out at work, cafes, pubs, at the train station on my way home tonight.

I’ve managed to turn off the inner editor and just write. I’ve written two ways of describing things. I’ve been loose with my grammar and sentence structure. It feels raw and good to write and the knowledge that I’ll redraft it completely probably seems to lift some pressure off my shoulders.

My apocalyptic playlist full of metal, nu-metal, hardcore and prog rock is really helping keep me in the mood. Cog has been the most inspiring band, as well as Aenema but Tool. Oh and writing a scene with ‘End of the World’ by Carpathian playing fitted perfectly.

The write-in today for the Melbourne Cup public holiday was a great opportunity to get ahead with my word count as well as get some encouragement and inspiration for other crazy writers in this city. And lucky for me, we wrote straight through the race that stops a nation. Obviously, it’s a race that doesn’t stop writers.

The first three days have been good in term of time wise. Tomorrow is a proper day back at work as well as writing group getting back together so the test will be if I can maintain that momentum.

And I’m slightly tempted to see if I can get to 10,000 before bed.

NaNoWriMo: How I Find Time to Write

Days till NaNoWriMo: 6

Money raised for Equal Writes if I finish: at least $400

timepieceEasily one of the biggest obstacles or challenges I face when attempting NaNoWriMo is finding the time to write 50,000 words in a month, fitting it in with my busy schedule of work, political activism and perhaps some remnants of a social life.

I’ve read some excellent posts around the blogosphere regarding this. And the consensus seems to be about making the time to write instead of finding it.

Here are some of my ways of finding of making the time during November.

1. Procrastination

Facebook, Twitter, reading blogs, checking email again, reading the news…again, TV, cleaning the house. There a million other things you can do other than write. And I admit to doing the last thing on that list a number of times to procrastinate instead of writing.

Cutting down a number of these things will be a priority in November. I plan to cut down the number of blogs I’ll keep up to date with during the month. I want to try and keep the browser closed during writing time. And I want to get some words down before I allow myself to check Facebook and Twitter for the first time that day. This will be a major challenge.

2. Writing each day, even if it is a little bit

Some days will be more available for writing than others. So I’m trying something new this year. My downfall in previous years has been when I’ve missed a day completely. The momentum is completely lost.

So I aim to write each day, even if it is a little bit, whether it is a few hundred words at work or a few hundred before I go to bed.

Perhaps my 365 challenge has taught me something.

3. Write-ins and getting ahead

The other side to writing each day, no matter how much is that some days, I’ll have more time. I think getting ahead and making the most of those free days are essential to any chance of finishing 50,000 words.

I’ve worked out that I can write around 500 words in a 15 minute sprint if I know what I’m writing. So on days where I have a few hours to dedicate to NaNoing, I may be able to get out 4-6,000 words.

The write-ins that the Melbourne chapter of NaNoWriMo hold should be an excellent opportunity for this. I plan to go to a few of these.

4. Work

It’s no secret that I despise work. I despise work because it takes up so much of my time and I hate the fact that the majority of my life will be taken up working for someone else. This is invaluable time that I’d love to tap into.

If I am able to establish writing fiction at work, then I think I may be on to NaNo-victory.

Tips for getting away with writing at work include not telling anyone you’re doing NaNoWriMo because that will raise suspicion, having a work document running in the background to alt-Tab into and generally being aware of those managers and colleagues around you.

5. Early mornings, late nights

This advice, to cut into your sleep, has been given high testimonials by many others. But it’s probably the method I’m most hesitant about. I really like my sleep, but I think I’m willing to test it.

Getting up early and getting in some words before the rest of the day’s priorities have taken over might be one of the only chances you get on some days.

And if you haven’t got anything down all day, not letting yourself sleep until you get down at least something might be the only chance you get to avoid falling behind.

6. Time between things

planning calendarBuying my MacBook Pro last week and a small and compact laptop backback has meant that my writing is much more portable now. I’m able to comfortably carry around my laptop wherever I go.

That time waiting become valuable; waiting for the train, work to start, someone to meet me or between work and a political event.

I hope to take advantage of these small and valuable pockets of time, and not just depend on large chunks.

7. Writing away from home

Related to the first point on procrastination and the previous point on time between things, writing away from home is something I really want to try this year. I’ve seen others romantically relay their stories of writing in a café each morning.

I have tried writing away from home once. Taking a sick day, I’ve come into the city like normal and got to work on my writing. It seems more focussed and with a purpose.

Home can be too comfortable and leave too many opportunities for procrastination. Stepping away from that environment makes a clear signal: I’m going to write.

8. Politics

This isn’t a way to make time to write. But I thought it was important to address considering that one of the major advice given is to cut out other extra-curricular activities during November. This is good advice, to a point.

But politics is a major priority for me. It’s something I’m not willing to sacrifice in order to find extra time to write and it’s almost a matter of principle that I don’t eat into these political commitments like meetings and demonstrations.

If there’s something you do that you consider just as important, I don’t think you need to sacrifice it. These things are often the lifeblood of your motivation to write and writing taking away that will suck the life out of your writing and make you resent it as if it is a chore.

Other excellent posts on finding time to write:

  1. What Will You Give Up To Write Your Book? – The Creative Penn
  2. Making Time – Deadline Dames
  3. A Writer’s Shiny Sink—10 Ways to Write Every Day – Routines for Writers

How do you find the time to write? Have you written a blog post on the issue too? Post a link in the comments section.