Can you crowdfund time and living expenses?

Thanks to the Emerging Writers’ Festival and their partnership with Pozible in an attempt to crowdfund their next event in Brisbane, I’ve begun thinking more about crowdfunding and whether it would work for my own purposes.

buskerArts funding is in dire straights at the moment, especially in Australia. Even major literary establishments like Island have lost funding, and funding for individuals I’ve found to be limited to those who already have a leg up in the industry. Emerging writers or those yet to emerge I feel are shut out of the process, or need to perform mini-miracles proving they are some kind of literary prodigy.

Crowdfunding is not a magic bullet for any of these problems. I think in the past when I’ve looked at it, I thought it might be a shortcut to funding, escape from dreary jobs, and a free ticket to full-time writing. But even for institutions like the Emerging Writers’ Festival, something that gives so much back to the writing community, getting funding can be hard (which is why you should all pledge to their Pozible project.)

Crowdfunding, via sites like Pozible and Kickstarter, basically involve setting up a project page with a funding goal and a deadline. Supporters pledge money toward the project. If the project reaches its funding goal by the deadline or before it, and only if it reaches the goal, the money pledged changes hands. If not, the project isn’t funded at all.

The project has to be a creative one. A movie, an album, a novel. And tears of funding have different rewards, perhaps a signed copy of the final product, a free show. This is all depends on the amount of money donated.

Money is often needed for equipment, to rent a studio, perhaps for research. But what I’ve found writers are lacking in the most is time. And time does cost money. Time spent trying to earn enough to pay rent could be better spent working on that creative project.

So what I was interested in was if people were willing to pledge to a crowdfunded project for the purpose of covering living expenses. Say, someone has an idea for a novel. They set a timeline for working on the project, calculate how much they need to live on and ask to get funded for that amount of time.

Now writers and creative types aren’t the most well off people, granted with a large chunk of disposable income to fund their friends and peers, but I thought I’d test the waters a bit to see how many were willing, and not just fund me, but writers in general.

Generally, the people I asked were encouraging of the idea, indeed any idea that allows emerging writers the time to work on their craft, though for them, criteria on which they would or would not fund a writer or their project was based around the quality. Most agreed that they would have to be “reasonably sure the work would be rad.”

How do you ensure that? It seems likely then that writers who have already had some publishing experience would be more likely to receive support. The other option was to put up sample chapters, but then again, someone’s first draft is not indicative of the end quality of the work. Possibly edited chapters could be put up, but that is a bit further down in the game, well past just getting funding to start the project.

Funding someone’s work in progress, especially first drafts by emerging writers, probably leaves people with too many unknowns to garner enough support. But the beauty of crowdfunding is that if it doesn’t work, there’s no loss.

When asking Lisa Dempster about my idea for using crowdfunding she said, “the great thing about crowdfunding at the moment is that imaginative artists can figure out how to make it work for them in unique ways!” but “I think you either need to have a large following OR put up a project that has a huge, unique wow-factor. Either way people won’t pledge money unless they feel personally inspired by the project, I don’t think.”

Now this blogger is left to conclude that crowdfunding my next writing project might be far off, unless I can somehow go viral with support and/or my idea is totally rad, perhaps backed up by some (edited) samples. But it is not impossible, certainly for other writers that might better bit the criteria and inspire supporters to fund them.

The problem now though is, if I were to even give it a go, I’d have to decide on a project, and the project that’s hogging my attention now is a web serial, weekly episodes of a serialized story, perhaps novelized at the end. I’m not sure that’d suit, but as Lisa said, nothing is impossible. But that project and its possibility is for another blog post.

Thanks to Comrade_S for the image.

On choosing things I don't have a choice in

Forgive the more personal post, but I feel like I’m nearing the end of the ‘safe period’ of unemployment, about to head off on one last adventure, and when I get back, I have to have decided what to do with my life.

I mean, not the part of my life that matters because that’s been decided long ago, but the large portion of my time that I don’t control, that I basically hand over to someone else, usually a boss, that is seen as a more legitimate expenditure of time, the thing that I tell people without much enthusiasm when they ask what it is a do ‘for a crust’ or whatever.

I know what I want to do with my time: write, perform, create and fight and organise against capitalism, to fight for rights and equality. These things though do not pay, do not give me the means to pay rent, earn enough to eat and live a decent life.

I know I’ve spoken about this often and at length, but before, whilst working full-time, I could kind of just go along, working and wishing I could do something better but now that I’m out, it’s harder to make a choice about how to go back in. I need to decide what I’m willing to do out of the selection of things I don’t really want to do, but have to.

Uni and doing creative RMIT is something that’s appealing and an obvious choice but that still leaves part-time work, casual work to decide on. Study plus work equals less time for writing, politics and spending time with my partner and friends. But yet I don’t feel like I really get a choice in this. It’s frustrating that I feel like I’m about to be forced to give up time on things I love.

Everyone is asking me what I’m going to do, that I have to find a job soon, and I can’t answer them, part of me doesn’t want to give in and just get a job I hate, but again, there’s no choice in the end. I really have better things to do than to work for someone else, doing something that isn’t really that important, like filling out spreadsheets or answering phones.

I’m trying to put this all into a poem, but the blog post is easier for now.

Routine, goals and deadlines

One of the ironic things about getting out of a job I hate is actually the loss of routine and structure to my life that actually makes getting writing done easier. Capitalism and exploitation conditions you to do things according to deadlines and with someone on your back, and so when you’re broken from that, it’s hard to motivate yourself to work.

Finding a new routine is actually something I need to work on in the next month or so I’ve got off before heading overseas. The two main projects that this applies to is my poetry gig, ‘Farewell the Cubicle’ and then my short story collection, ‘Capital Comes Dripping.’ As well as The Red Pen #2.

I have been setting weekly goals, and using to-do lists to keep on top of things. I’m now using the awesome app Wunderlist on both Mac and iPhone as a task manager. Using this blog to reflect and make public goals may also help. It has in the past.

Another thing to do is to either motivate myself to get up earlier, or allow my body clock and routine to sync better, and that might mean accepting staying up later and working. When I was last long-term unemployed, I did get most of my writing done in the odd hours.

I’m going to pitch my project to myself this week. I’m going to write out a plan and rationale for my collection right up to potential publishers to submit to and various funding sources. The problem being that I need deadlines to work to, which I’m finding it hard. It’s a big project and one I won’t complete in a month. It’s also broken up into various pieces, not one piece like a novel.

The fact that I might not be able to find a publisher until I have some more credits under my belt, might mean I select a few deadlines for upcoming journals and then submitting individual pieces to them. I need to fight off my impatience.

I’m searching for some kind of external motivator. Writers on Twitter, readers of this blog, as well as a cool Facebook-based writing group I’m part of can do this in some way. But I’m looking for more.

Funding either through a grant or some crowd-sourced option might push me, as well as if a pitch to a publisher attracts interest. I’m wondering whether it’s worth pitching though given I haven’t got any completed pieces to show other than ones already published that I’d have to gain permission to reprinting according to the publishing contract.

Crowd-sourcing still fascinates me but the fact I’m not sure if it’d work makes me stop and consider.

As always, feedback and comments (in genuine good-faith) are most welcome.

Surviving as an unemployed writer…

I am counting down the days until I will no longer be a wage slave. Almost 4 working days left, not including this one, this last Monday, the worst day of the week. I am mostly over being scared and mostly looking forward to not having to work. I have nice to do list, but most of that doesn’t include paid work. So once the redundancy runs out, I will need some other form of income to pay rent and live. I might be looking for part-time or casual work but am weighing up other options for surviving as a writer.

  • Grants
  • I’ve looked at a few grants, mostly from the Australia Council but their definition of an ‘emerging writer’ is above what I qualify as and above what I’d consider to be an emerging writer. I am still on the look out so if you know of others, please forward them my way. The main concern is that they are very time specific according to when they open and close and when the funding is available, so I might have to wait a while for an opportunity.

  • Crowd-sourcing and donations
  • Another option is to ‘crowd-source’ funding from readers and supporters, whether that be by one off donations or special programs. There’s a website called Kickstarter that’s used to source arts funding. Some writers have managed to raise money this way to fund them whilst they write. It’s a bit of a long shot, so am still weighing up whether I have a chance of raising enough but the beauty of Kickstarter is that if you don’t reach your goal, no money changes hands.

  • Busking and other absurd ideas
  • What if I just set up a desk and laptop on the street with a hat and a sign and wrote, asking for passers-by to donate to a poor, impoverished writer? It would kind of defeat the point of busking given I’m not actually performing anything (and reading first drafts out aloud would be much worse) but perhaps the odd spectacle would be amusing. I could film the experiment and put it on YouTube for a bit of fun. A few other crazy ideas like this are floating around.

Those are my ideas so far, aside from biting the bullet and actually getting another job. Comments and encouragement are greatly desired as well as any other crazy ideas.

Things are about to change…big time

Things can change very quickly. They can change unexpectedly even when you probably should see them coming.

Last week, I blogged about how work had changed and it meant it was getting pretty hard to write. Hence why I’m blogging from home tonight. Even though it doesn’t really matter now.

You see, on Friday morning, I was made redundant.

It really hit me in the guts. I don’t think you can avoid it. I remember a comrade once telling me that her sister felt like shit when she got fired. You feel useless. And this is coming from someone, that you know quite well, hates his job and doesn’t care about it.

And as much as I hate my job, I do quite like the ability to pay my rent, feel secure and be able to live independently. All that has been thrown out the window now.

I’ve been wanting out of this job for ages, and I guess the meagre redundancy might help with that, but it’s a fucking scary experience. What if my money runs out before I find another job?

I have three weeks left and it’s a bit degrading like I’m being paraded around in the stocks as an example to others. It would have been better if I could just leave and forget the place. Because of this, I’m trying to avoid having to tell a lot of people at work.

And what now? I don’t know. People keep asking me and I can never quite answer it. There’s a few options, but I don’t like the idea of looking for another full-time job, even though it might come to that. I’d like to see if I can get something part-time and spend the rest of the time writing.

I got a freelance project for the first few weeks after, which is paid. And I’ve had a few other crazy ideas to raise cash to live off. I’ve been browsing grants and thinking about adding a donations button to this site.

In less than three weeks time, I guess me and you are going to be spending a bit more time together. And I expect I’ll get some poetry out of it too.

Fuck, my boss is coming! – explaining the lack of writing

I’m dying to write. Absolutely itching. I’m dying to blog more substantial things, itching to get out poetry that’s swirling in my head and absolutely craving the chance to get out the stories building up. My ideas are overflowing.

And yet this is my third attempt at getting out this mere post offering reasons for my writing’s demise, starvation even. And even as I write this, I continue to be hampered. It is far more frustrating than having the time or means to write, but being devoid of ideas.

Over the past few years, I’ve had the fortune of working in a role where my supervising manager works in another state and the relative workload left me a little spare time. Sometimes this meant I had time to write, mostly blog posts but occasionally fiction too. It was godsend I admit most workers do not have the pleasure of exploiting (ha, how’s that for working-class revenge?) and whilst at the end, the stress of them having no use for me meant this wasn’t just easy sailing, I wish I had it back.

With my role changing, workload rising and now even more than one higher up within distance of this very screen I’m attempting to write this post on, I’m afraid those days might be over. And I have been thrown into another crisis that makes me want to look for another job or find something else to do with my time whilst earning some sort of income to keep me fed, living in a house and relatively sane.

And with the Marxism 2011 conference just passed and me continuing to throw myself into not just socialist politics, but specifically the campaign for refugee rights and to end mandatory detention, writing time outside of work is at a premium. Those few hours at home on some nights of the week are few and far between. And I waste it like throwing out $100 a kilo cheese by playing video games.

The challenge over the next few months is to try and find time to write (including blog!) during the tiny windows of time I might find at work but also use those windows at home wisely. This is a challenge I’ve had to face before with varying degrees of success but I think this year I’ve stepped up the level of seriousness in which I take writing enough to not let it slide.

Stay tu…of fuck, the boss is coming!

Writing Lifestyles: With a Day Job – Interview

Following on from last week’s post discussing the writing lifestyle of doing it with a day job, I’ve interviewed fellow #FridayFlasher (that sounds wrong doesn’t it?) and #SpokenSunday sidekick, Jim Bronyaur about how he fits in writing around having one of those darned day jobs.

Benjamin Solah: Firstly, what do you for a living and how often do you work?

Jim Bronyaur: I work in accounting/finance. My schedule is supposed to be Monday – Friday 8:00am to 4:00pm but that of course varies on the projects. Some days I’m answering my phone at 6am and some night taking calls until 11pm.

BS: Did you choose to work like this or is it necessary?

JB: Right now, it’s necessary. I was lucky enough to receive a job offer right out of college and stuck through being laid off for six months and through the big messes. However, it’s a double edged sword because during the time I was laid off, I realized my passion for writing and have never looked back! I now wish I could have (dare I say it) skipped college and focused on writing so that now I’d have a lot less debt and more time/options.

BS: If you were able to quit your job and write full-time would you? Or would you continue to work full-time?

JB: I would love nothing more than to quit my job and write full time. It’s probably number one on my list of things to-do right now… and my number one dream.

BS: Are you able to write whilst working?

JB: One of the few perks I have at my current job is that I do have the ability to get some writing done at certain times. I have my own desk, own computer, and share an office with one person. BUT I am hidden in a corner (which I like) and always have a notebook handy or a Word document open, ready to go. Every day, my lunch consists of writing and any breaks I can squeeze in, I write, write, write.

BS: How do you fit writing in outside of work?

JB: Writing outside of work is tough. I have two kids – two boys under the age of two – and my wife is an awesome stay-at-home Mom, but the second I walk in the door, it’s Daddy time! And I try to make sure I can help with dinner, diapers, baths, bottles, and bed. I do not for a second envy any of you stay at home moms… that is the hardest job in the world!

Once the boys are in bed and the apartment is semi-settled, I start to write. I have a super supportive wife who is behind me 110% with my writing. She manages my Facebook page(s), among other little things and is usually editing something I’ve written while I’m writing something new.

I’ve also trained myself that sleep doesn’t need to exist in life… my youngest son is 3 months old and he does great through the night. He takes his last bottle at around 8pm and sleeps until 4-5am. I usually get up with him, feed him, change him, and put him in bed with Mommy… and then I’m up for the day! I write in the morning before the gym and work and then I write at night.

BS: Creatively, how does work affect your writing?

JB: Well, it gets in the way! But seriously, I really don’t use my “expertise” in accounting or finance in my writing. I know many authors who have been lawyers write court stories, etc. but for me, I just write what I want to say. I’ve very rarely used accounting or finance terms in my writing, mostly because it seems out of place and cliché when I read it. And also because I write horror stories and material geared for young adult too. I really can’t picture, you know, a horde of zombies discussing why the second quarters financial statements are a week late… but then again, that would be an interesting story, huh?

BS: What are the benefits and negatives you see with working full-time as a writer?

JB: I think the biggest benefit everyone thinks of in terms of a full-time writer is making your own schedule and being “free”. No bosses. No super tight ties. No uncomfortable clothing. No dealing with co-workers… however, I’m sure there’s always a downside to everything. If I’m a full-time writer meaning I make a full-time income and can support my family, my dream has come true. I think it would be great to be able to be comfortable and be focused on writing. Right now at work, for example, if I’m in the middle of a project and a story pops into my head, the best I can do is take a quick note where as if I was home, I may have the opportunity to stop and write out the idea a bit more.

The negatives could be less social interaction – say you’re a fiction writer tearing through the pages of your new manuscript. There’s no “break room” where everyone eats lunch together. Then there’s always the “real world” things such as health insurance and making enough money to cover your bills.

And too there is the pressure of actually being a full time writer. I’m sure there’s a whole different mindset from being a full time accountant and part time writer to just a full time writer. It’s like, “Ut-oh, no excuses… time to really REALLY write…”

BS: Are there other things about your lifestyle that affect your writing?

JB: I’m a very artistic person. I play a lot of instruments and write and record my own songs. That helps me stay open minded creatively when I’m working on a new story. I’m always VERY picky, VERY organized, and probably borderline OCD. I have folders for all stories, I carry ten notebooks with me at all times (and yes, each one serves a purpose). I have three different things on the wall near my desk to jot ideas (in case I get more than one… the dry erase board only holds so much…).

I also think that I’m still very much a kid at heart. I still let myself go and get scared when I watch horror movies, I still love the innocence in movies/books like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, and the greatest story EVER written is and forever will be The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein.

I refuse to let the “real world” get to me too much. I know there’s a lot of bad shit in this world… but there’s also just as much good if you find it. I’m sure it seems a little contradictive since I am a horror writer but my taking the good in life I’m able to create good people in good places who can over come bad things.

Finally… and above all… I don’t give up. Ever. I’m Polish. I’m stubborn. And I’m a writer. End of story. :)

Writing Lifestyles: With a Day Job

This will be the start of a bit of a series on writer’s lifestyles and how they earn an income and fit in writing. I’ll be looking at writers from those that have a day job other than writing to those who write full-time.

Office SpaceI thought I’d start with my own circumstances and how they affect my writing. At the moment, I work full-time, and my income comes solely from this job. I fit in writing during work and outside of work.

Being previously long-term unemployed, the secure income is the main benefit of working full-time, and the main problem with it is the lack of time for writing.

Though, how working full-time affects your writing can very much depend on the specific job. For instance, my job at the moment is pretty low demand and so I have a little time to write at work and I’m not so drained after work that I don’t feel like writing then.

Also, I probably write more working full-time than when I was unemployed. Being busy makes me get things done where as being unemployed left me depressed and lazy. Working forces you into a routine and to fit things in when you can rather than putting it off because you have all the time in the world.

The other thing is that writing things about capitalism and our society means that my job has been a source of inspiration for my writing, not that work is inspiring; it’s just that it puts me in the coal face of working life and gives me horrors to write about. I could imagine writing from home would remove you from outside stimulus as well as detach you somewhat from society.

Of course the down sides are how much time it takes out of your day. Whilst I can write a little bit, it’s certainly not pure and free writing time and the open plan office makes it hard to find privacy and just work. Then you add things like work-stress and this can have an adverse affect on writing.

Then there are other jobs that are less conducive to the writer. I worked for a bit doing data entry. The hours were odd and it was flat out, mind draining work. I couldn’t write at work, but I also couldn’t write after work because my brain was so fried.

So I guess it can depend on the specific job as to how good or bad it is for your writing. Also, often this option can seem like the only one, with other forms of income unavailable to you. The main reason why I continue to work full-time is I need to pay rent and bills as well as have some extra income to improve my quality of life.

In the next few days, I’ll post an interview with another writer who also has a day job.

Writing, income and living

I’m back at work this morning after three quick and busy weeks off, first for two weeks on stress leave and another to move house. Whilst it allowed me some time to cool off from the current work-related tension, I’m now looking into how to live in the near future, namely issues of income and writing time. Perhaps my research will become the subject of multiple blog posts.

Everything is largely up in the air at the moment. Moving house means no internet at the moment as well as no writing space set up yet so I’ll need to get that all set up before I can try and establish some sort of regular writing routine at home.

I’ve also worked out a way to ease some financial burden i.e. a fuckload of debt so that I can afford to survive on a lower income. This opens up my options considerably.

I’m looking at study funded by welfare, welfare, grants, part-time work, or some sort of combination of those with the addition of money from writing and blog related income, even if small, and including donations.

I think capitalism puts up a heap of barriers to artists being able to pursue their craft because it doesn’t produce a ‘profit’ to ‘society’ but I think there is room for some artists in some ways to get by and pursue their craft. I just need to find a way that best suits me.

I’d be interested to hear from other writers on how they live, how they earn an income and how it affects their writing. And perhaps other options for doing so.

Mental Health and Work

After a week off work last week, writing my Chinese Whisperings short story and trying to rid these winter sickness, I am seriously dreading a return to work tomorrow morning, more so than usual and not just because of how weird it always feels to be off work after an extended break.

ChainsWithout talking too much about where I work, what I do, and the people I work with, recent events at work have left me stressed and anxious about my work environment and my privacy that used to allow me time to write has been under siege.

My life outside of work, writing political fiction and dark fiction at that, and especially being involved in political activism and subscribing to ideas that aren’t the most popular mean that keeping my work life and everything else is important to me, despite the fact that this blog and a lot of other stuff is quite public.

It means that I try to keep to myself and what I do private because what’s left to talk about seems pointless and inane, and I feel that this applies to a lot of people who; the sterile and tense nature of the office can leave people to feel like they have to keep the real person private and hidden which can make working life even more alienating.

With this under pressure, to feel like I can’t keep some things in my life private, I feel like it’s affecting my mental health and the desire to keep away from work is stronger than ever. It is a toll on my life and I wouldn’t be there if I didn’t have to pay rent, eat and to allow for me to have some relative entertainment. I don’t want this job, but I need it.

A friend of mine, Ash Russell, blogged recently on mental health and it was worth reading in its own right, but one thing she said struck me:

I read a story recently about a mother who lost her daughter to suicide a few years ago. She said her daughter had told her not long before she died that she wished ‘she had cancer, because then people would be more caring and understanding’. That is an incredible sad and desperate thing to say, but I do agree with her. Depression can be as serious as cancer, but most people think of it as a weakness rather than an illness and this really pisses me off.

It is so true that mental illness is seen as less serious than other forms of illness. And I think this can especially apply in the workplace.

If a worker got cancer, they would be unable to work and due to of workers fighting for their rights, in a lot of cases that worker would be financially supported by their employer for a time as they had treatment (though I have heard horror stories of workers being left to fend (or not) for themselves.) People see leaving a cancer sufferer without support would be heartless.

But what if someone is mentally unable to work? What if they were suffering from mental health problems and continuing to work would continue to do harm? What if they just need some time off to recover? In the vast majority of workplaces, there would be no help for this person.

In serious cases, they would have to quit their job and perhaps try to survive on a measly disability pension. And this is simply not an option for people who have mortgages or other ongoing expenses.

We really do live in a system that is driving people mad in a lot of cases and there’s no support for people to cope with it. The system would be indicting itself if it allowed people driven mad from the stresses of work to seek help.

I feel like I’m in this situation. Writing can provide a sort of therapy but only so much. But economically, I’m chained to this job and it’s a cancer on me, eating me away. Being told to just quit doesn’t quite help when the financial implications share the shit out of me. And looking for another job hasn’t lead anywhere. I’ve been unemployed. I never want to go there again. Dealing with Centrelink certainly isn’t a road to better mental health.

So the point of this post? It’s good to get it off my chest, perhaps get some supportive words, or maybe someone can surprise me with some idea I haven’t seen.

Getting rid of capitalism isn’t going to happen overnight, so a way out of this, a way to cut the chains, isn’t looking close at all. Thanks for reading.